It's time for me to return to Firenze.
The main thing that is keeping me here is fear. I'm scared that if I go back life will not be the same. I know that it is not going to be the same. What will I do...? I can't answer this from here and I can not stay here hiding. All that I came home for & wanted to do has been done... I was looking for a reason to return to Firenze (work, love, study, something..anything).
Everything & nothing has come about during my search but none of these opportunities are what will lure me back because all I want... the only thing that feels right, is returning to Firenze and seeing Marco.
The art course, Tibet etc... these things/temporary distractions can all wait. First I must find a tangible & acceptable ending to a tender sentimental love story.
