Tuesday, 15 October 2013

Hofesh Schechter

Sun...

Shechter is a magnificent, one-of-a-kind choreographer. The movement in Sun is complex and gorgeous, weaving extremely disparate physical languages into seamless, tightly-woven phrases. Lindy hop, 18th and 19th century classical ballet, belly dancing, Balkan circle, MTV-style group choreography, mystic dances and religious gestures are all in evidence.

Sun bypasses both quiet contemplation and intellectual analysis – it is experienced directly as an unrelenting series of visceral stimuli; the audience perched, breathless. The parts, however, exceed the whole. While much of contemporary dance remains abstracted, Shechter forces his choreographies to assume an overtly narrative form, but has yet to do so entirely satisfactorily.The piece is interesting in terms of form: it opens with a cheeky preview of the end, "so you know where this is going and that it's all going to be OK", then launches into a furious barrage of short episodes, some merely seconds long, which brainstorm situations. These range from the genteel and aristocratic, to religious, romantic and graphically violent, closing with a peculiar scene of plaintive sheep in the field, facing a fox. The scene repeats, this time as an indigenous person faces a European coloniser, and suddenly a very heavy silence descends on the auditorium.

Sun by Hofesh Schecter UK Dance company

Monday, 14 October 2013

The Dance Floor and the Balcony

Ronald Heifetz is the King Hussein bin Talal Senior Lecturer in Public Leadership at Harvard University’s John F. Kennedy School of Government. For the past twenty years, he has generated critical works that have influenced leadership theory in every domain. Heifetz often draws on the metaphor of the dance floor and the balcony.Let’s say you are dancing in a big ballroom. . . . Most of your attention focuses on your dance partner, and you reserve whatever is left to make sure you don’t collide with dancers close by. . . . When someone asks you later about the dance, you exclaim, “The band played great, and the place surged with dancers.”But, if you had gone up to the balcony and looked down on the dance floor, you might have seen a very different picture. You would have noticed all sorts of patterns. . . you might have noticed that when slow music played, only some people danced; when the tempo increased, others stepped onto the floor; and some people never seemed to dance at all. . . . the dancers all clustered at one end of the floor, as far away from the band as possible. . . . You might have reported that participation was sporadic, the band played too loud, and you only danced to fast music.. . .The only way you can gain both a clearer view of reality and some perspective on the bigger picture is by distancing yourself from the fray. . . .If you want to affect what is happening, you must return to the dance floor.*So you need to be both among the dancers and up on the balcony. That’s where the magic is, going back and forth between the two, using one to leverage the other.

Heifetz, R., and Linsky, M. Leadership on the Line: Staying Alive Through the Dangers of Leading. Boston: Harvard Business School Press, 2002.

Saturday, 12 October 2013

..and so again he contacts me

Receiving another email from him tonight was not exciting, it was illuminating.

Essentially he wrote much the same as before. Filled with self absorbed and emotionally stunted expressions.

His words left me feeling indifferent.

Later in the evening as I reflected on what he had written, I began to feel the uncomfortable realisation of the truth and it created a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. This man probably never loved me. Not in the way I want and need to be loved. I honored, cherished and continued to believe in our love story, like a plant thirsty for the morning dew... and for what? I have given him and this story a lot of my energy and hope.

Thoughts continue... I was misguided, and naive. Despite whatever promises he may have made, he is a broken man..I now truly understand how differently we see the world and our place in it...that sinking feeling makes me want to curl into a ball and hide..Can't imagine even going back to Firenze. I never want to see him again.

One thing I know. I am not pleased to have had my heart broken but I am thankful to be free.