Much time has past since I last recorded my musings. During this time, I have pursued many more dreams, grown up - a little bit more, completed a few bucket list items, felt emotions and ambitions soar, healed my heart and began to ponder... "what next?"...
A few days ago, whilst I was swimmming through the cool, silvery blue waters of Port Phillip Bay, I felt bouyant, free and joyous. Beneath the water, bubbles dissipated gently away from my body, and as I raised the arc of my arm and turned my face to take a breath, I captured fleeting glimpses of a pure deep blue sky. Each moment a moment of pure bliss. I felt so free and in the flow.
This insight made me realise that I haven't felt like I was free falling, carefree and blissfully happy for a while. Somewhere or somehow I seem to have lost my way, started to take myself to seriously and forgotten what it was lieke to be Jules.
Less than 24 hours will be the end of 2016 and the start of a new year. Time to begin again.
There is no need to take a deep breath. No angst, deliberations or debates. No looking back or claming regrets. All that has been is part of the past. What matters now is this very moment, being open to experience life and love fully and being grateful for beauty, freedom and hope.
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