Although it's nice to be called the 'gorgeous one' and to have tenderness and companionship in my intimate world again; I don't feel comfortable in this new relationship yet. I tell him that 'my heart and head is elsewhere' and to not allow 'me to seep any further into his consciousness' because I believe that it's the truth and because I want to protect him from falling in love with me.
Maybe what I'm really doing is protecting Jules, because I can't imagine falling or fragmenting again.
I enjoy his company and just want it to stay like this... besides I just got the pieces of my heart together again and I'd like to stay like this for a while.
It's hard to focus when your heart is aching.
I enjoy his company and just want it to stay like this... besides I just got the pieces of my heart together again and I'd like to stay like this for a while.
It's hard to focus when your heart is aching.
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